Heartless, Cruel, Careless, Un-Moralistic, Asshole, Dickhead, Cold-Hearted, and Many More Words That Describe Me.

I've been described as all of those and many more. These are all true about me, I genuinely do not give a fuck about 99.9% of people in the world. I hate caring for other human beings other than myself and my family. An ongoing event between Whore and myself has inspired me to write this.

I do what we call "putting up a force field of not giving a fuck" around my feelings, I shelter them and get them as far away from the real world as possible. I'm told by many people(100% of those people being girls) that it's a stupid thing to do. Why is it? It's pretty damn smart if you ask me. Think about it, if you get your feelings away from real life and shelter them you don't get them hurt. You don't care enough about other people to get slowed down by them. When you show people you don't care about them they don't want to walk in to your life. If they don't walk in to your life then they can't walk out. If you want to walk out of my life be my damn guest. Just one less person to even think about it.

This force field leads to me not caring about others. Pissing them off and enjoying every last bit of it. This get's me described as heartless, cruel, careless, un-moralistic, asshole, dickhead, cold-hearted, and many more terms.
Here's a few excerpts from Whore's conversation with me.
"yes you are a fucking dick." - Whore
"you are so fucking heartless" - Whore
"i dont think ive met anybody as cruel as you." - Whore
"you fucking dick." - Whore
"your a fucking dick." - Whore
"Oh did i mention your a fucking dick." - Whore

As you can see i'm heartless, cruel, and a fucking dick. Now i'll list a few reasons why these terms are true about myself.

1. I can exile someone from my life on the flip of a coin.
2. I get enjoyment from the misfortune of others.
3. I piss people off for the fun of it.
4. Show me that fucking with you is fun and I will.
5. I don't have a set of morals so anything seems funny to me. Extremely offensive things are funny to me.
6. I walk out of peoples lives.
7. I don't know what compassion feels like.
8. I'm the kind of person who trys to get the elevator doors to close when I see someone with an armful of things or a women with children.
9. I don't really try to use common courtesy.
10. I try to purposely make my language more vulgar in the presence of small children or elderly.
11. I take every chance I get to piss of girls at my school so I have no choice but to date outside of my school.

I'll probably add some more to this later but i'm too tired to continue this. Moral of the story is, I'm awesome.

Edit 1/13/12: Yeah, this is one of those pieces I'm not really that proud to have written. In fact I should probably remove it but everyone should be able to read it.